I am living in an alternate reality.
My currently reality is one where everyone (I swear EVERYONE) is pregnant and we are not.
I am currently unable to handle this reality and am choosing to live in an alternate one. One where if I deliberately, consciously, and carefully do not think about reality and my own miserable and hopeless situation then I can almost breathe.
Almost.
livingwithbabyloss 
I feel that way too. Strange how you can’t stop noticing how fertile everyone else is when you are suffering. Sending warm thoughts.
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Hugs. I remember this feeling so well. Hoping it’ll turn into a distant, and less painful, memory.
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Someone had a post in the MM roundup two weeks ago about how they look out their window and pretend it leads to another place. Sometimes that’s the only way to get through a day. Sending a hug.
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I really like that thought, thank you for sharing
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Sending a hug.
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Been there! Sending you lots of love!!
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I’m looking forward to you being here, giving you a hug and drinking wine, lots of wine. Because we can xxx
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Amen!
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This is my reality too, sending lots of TLC! x
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