That Look

That patronizing “it happened to you but of course it won’t to me” followed by that look of “really, it won’t happen to me”. Of course why wouldn’t statistics apply only to me and not you?!

I don’t know if it’s superiority complex, denial or a lack of real life experience. 

But the end result is that sometimes part of me wants it to happen to you. 

The tiniest grain of angry fire in my soul which I mentally extinguish because I wouldn’t wish infertility or pregnancy loss on anyone. Not even my enemies. 

But that ember does smolder before it dies…


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