Well, I haven’t blogged in a while because I was pregnant and it didn’t feel right.
I am sure you caught the key word in that sentence. Was.
10 week ultrasound today before a chromosomal blood test and there was no heartbeat. Baby stopped at eight and a half weeks.
She asked me if I wanted to see the screen. I said no. I couldn’t. Not again. Not another ghostly white image burned into my brain for the third time.
We were such fools. Thinking that after there was a heartbeat at 7 weeks that we would be ok. We even had a Doppler at home and were convinced we could faintly hear the heartbeat.